Am I As Perfect As God?
How can I possibly be perfect in comparison to you?
First of all, who is comparing? I am not comparing you to anyone, anything, and I am certainly not comparing you to myself, that would be judging you, that is a story introduced to you many years ago to place the fear of god into the hearts of men, I assure you there is nothing to fear. Secondly you are perfect I created you myself, do you think that I would create anything less then perfect, not to mention you have been created in my image so how could you be anything but perfect. That is one thing as being human you struggle with, it is stated in the bible that you are made in my image, yet you do not believe it, but when the bible says that you should fear me, that you believe. That is because your faith in fear based thoughts is much stronger than your faith in love based thoughts. When your faith is in love then you will heal yourself, you might even heal the world. Could you imagine that? When you imagine it, and then have faith in the image, you can create it, you are that powerful, you are a creator, you have been created in my image, and you and I are one of the same.
How can we be one of the same?
I am all that exists, I am the universe, I am the stars, I am the air that you breathe, I am all things, and nothing exists outside of me. I feel every thought that you have, when you feel that your heart has been broken I feel that pain along with you, the sorrow, the hurt, and then when you realize that your heart can never truly be broken because all that exists is the true love that is you, I feel that love and joy and complete peace of knowing in that moment who we truly are, which is a magnificent feeling. You can never be separate from who I am. We are all things. All things are created in love. Love is who I am.
But Love is a feeling, how can you be simply a feeling?
Because it is that simple, I am not one thing, I am all things, without the existence of love, nothing can exist. Is love not what you strive to find? That is because you are looking for me. I am you I am Love, it is love that brought you into existence that is all that truly exists, and even fear cannot exist without love, for it is the fear which sends you searching for love, fear of losing yourself.
Sometimes I do feel as though I have lost myself. I have no motivation to accomplish anything, just to get up off the couch seems like a chore, I continue to gain weight, and I do not understand why that has become so difficult for me. Yes I realize on a cosmic level of some sort that I have chosen it that way, but why do I continue to make choices that later I regret, have I learned nothing?
Talking of your weight, yes you are learning something and that is to love who you are in this moment not in the moments that you are trying so hard to create. You are saying that you can love yourself in the moment you lose the weight but not any sooner, isn’t that what you say about the people that surround you.” They can’t possibly love me when I look like this, when I weigh this much.” Yet when you did lose weight it was never enough because you have not learned to love you in the moment you are in. As for being unmotivated to accomplish things, it is the same scenario, you continue to look ahead at what you want to create in the future and not at what you can create in this moment, love the moment you are in for that is the moment you are creating in. Stop looking ahead of where you are in this very moment this moment is sacred it is what you are experiencing. Experience who you are in every moment and you will realize that there is nothing to fear of the future.
Experience the moment. I have been willing myself to be in the moment since our last talk, which has been 24hrs. My mind always wants to wander to the future, usually in the form of procrastination, I tell myself, I will know more tomorrow, I will have more energy tomorrow or just later, I have been continuously living in the future, I realize that now.
You are creating your future by the events that you put into motion today, in this moment. When you commit to an action you are then telling the universe the direction that you would like to go, when you have all thoughts and no action the universe can not direct you on your chosen path, especially when your thoughts are random. You must create an action to commit to the universe, and then you can create your future, or your intended path. When you have a thought of creating a painting you must pick up the paint brush in order to commit to the process otherwise the thought will simply be an event which you have chosen not to experience. You create many events with every thought that you have but rarely do you experience those thoughts, it would be amazing to experience all that you create.
Can another persons thoughts, interfere with someone else’s creation?
If the creator allows them to, that is an experience of the whole consciousness. On a collective whole you have come together with others to create specific experiences for each other, so you allow certain thought forms to have an impact on your creation, many times it is a process for healing together. Your thoughts are very powerful, you can re-create a person if they allow it. Many times it does happen with your children because they learn too often to depend on their parents that they begin to create in their parent’s energy field. They allow their parents to experience through them, creating their parents experiences.
My passion is to heal, my fear is that I will not be able to heal. My passion is to lead this world to a better way of life, my fear is that I will not be a strong leader.
Fear is only an illusion, set here for you to see your true self, experience your true self. You are truly a healer and a leader when you take away the fear for your fear is your mountain to climb and when you reach the top you will see that it was only a mole hill, and your greatness has always been there, before you even reached the top of gigantic mole hill.
So tell me how do I take away the fear?
Fear is only an experience it is not who you are, but you have been living it as though that is who you are, you have been told in your life time that you can not do it, so that you can see that you can do it, and so that others can see that they to can do it. You can heal in miraculous ways just as all who wish to experience healing, and you will show them that they to can heal just as you do, they to can lead just as you do, for you will show them who you are, you will experience who you truly are so that they to can see who they truly are and you will tell them that they can accomplish all that you have and even greater.
You tell me that I can accomplish all things, yet here I sit with a tooth ache, which I probably need to go to the dentist for, but I am stubborn I hate dentists, and I feel that I should be able to heal it myself, I am having stomach aches everything is flushing through me, I have a sinus head ache that does not want to go away, my son is angry at me because I set a bed time for him, my daughters cry when I drop them off at school, my older daughter begs me not to leave her. I am a healer yet I can not seem to heal these things around me. I feel as if I am on my knees and I do not know where to go from here, God tell me where do I go from here?
Where do you wish to go?
To heaven, I do not wish to leave this Earth but I wish to experience Heaven. Peace on Earth, peace in me.
Are you afraid to leave this Earth?
If I were alone, then no I would not be afraid to leave this Earth, I do not want to leave my family, my children.
Do you think that they cannot survive without you?
They can survive, they would have no choice, but they would be devastated.
First of all everyone has a choice, and yes on this earth plane they would be in emotional distress, however they would also learn their own strength and see that they can survive without you, they would see that they can never be without you because you are the love that they themselves have in their heart. You get caught up in the physical things that you can see, to realize that it is that which you can not see or feel is what will bring you peace. It is having faith in the unseen.
Having faith in that which I can not see, that has been an ongoing challenge. How do I re-create my mind to have such a strong faith. I know it is possible, why can’t I achieve it?
You think too much. You base your value and ideas on the opinion of others, you know who you are, now you have to be who you are.
I want or I will heal all doubts.
That is a great start to your never ending journey.
Never ending?
Of course how could it end? You are an infinite being, always experiencing, always creating, we are always creating.
How will I create peace?
You will know at the appropriate moment of your journey. You have placed it as a marker on your path.
Is this marker coming soon, I feel as though I am always anticipating this moment.
It is just ahead!